You know in my last post where I said Id be back well um no instead I carried on carrying on and doing everything until whilst finishing and arguing about a jigsaw ( yep a jigsaw ffs) with J, I brokedown. I'd been carrying on doing and being pressurised with no senior management support since B and M left and I had hit rock bottom. It was affecting my home, my relationship and my health and only now 5 days after seeing the doctor and getting medication and support, I can see it Everyone else saw it coming, I've had loads of message of support from colleagues and friends telling me it had been a long time coming and you cant pour from an empty cup, messages full of well wishes and support. I still have a tinge of guilt for not being there and for letting everyone else take it on but I've had to stamp on those feelings really hard. So now here I am with you all ( well there might not be anyone here but you never know) and am off for some self care with a massage. S...